"As I walk trough the valley of the shadow
of death I shall fear no evil."
I see and fear all things that can hurt me,
Everything is a potential danger.
Swimming or running,
jumping or swinging,
I fear all that could happen
My Life has turned to ruins,
I fear what most do not.
I have fallen prey to my own fear,
and my fate is no longer clear.
Life plays nasty tricks on me,
look what it has done to me.
Once a strong and happy girl,
Now I'm sad and always fear.
How could life have gotten so bad?
I blame you for what you did.
You had no right to violate,
And now I hide inside my room,
Never come out to feel the gloom.
My soul is hidden,
My spirit thoroughly wounded.
I loved the life I once had,
But all I see now is nothing but bad.
Nothing goes right and I seldom smile,
My life will never be what it should have been
I write down what goes wrong,
and code it so no one can understand.
You can't see the pain in my eyes,
You can't see the scars that once were visible.
I put on a tough cover so no one will see,
The rough exterior somehow protects me.
I will go through life wondering why you picked me,
Why you did it and why not think how it could affect me?
In a way I am glad this all occured,
I have learned a big lesson about not trusting so easily.
You actually did me a favor,
No matter how absurd it sounds.
It will work out the way it should,
You will get your just desserts,
And I will learn to trust again,
Just not right away.
As long as I shall live,
I shall try to put all my effort into never fearing again.
