I
remember you squeezing my wrist
I remember you making me cry
I didn't want to fight and use my fist
I loved you, but I was afraid to die
I fear no more of death itself
I don't want to hurt you
But I have no choice to
Since I must defend myself
Of your threats that wounded me
I was dramatized by this and you didn't have pity
I wish it would have never been my fate
Now my heart and soul have been filled with hate
You made me scars, you made me bleed
I can't erase them now, I don't need
You, leave me alone
I hate you, you cut me to the bone
I don't know what came over you
I know for that I can never forgive youI'm in my shell getting
ready to see the world today
I'm always thinking and telling myself someway, someday
While that day has yet to arrive
I keep thinking how I will survive
Hoping the cruel world accepts me
Wishing for strenght for life to be easy
There are many things I have yet to explore
How much longer can I hold waiting some more?
