wonderful,
you say this word with a fake meaning to it,
you don't even know what wondeful is,
it isn't some feeling that is gotten with gifts,
it is not a material thing
wonderful,
something so special, that it isn't real, like an invisible
man or a shooting
star,
something, often only one thing, that can change you completely,
when you are looking at the world with angry eyes,
wonderful is what turns you around
wondeful,
to me i achieve wonderful only not too too often
and when it is gone,
life just isn't anything to me,
when you acheive what you feel is this greatness,
imagine how horrible everything else is
wonderful,
so maybe this a drug,
like when you get a high on it, on life, on this feeling
the way back down sucks miserably,
cause you know,
that only one thing can make it better,
and everthing else is exactly why you don't care to live,
wonderful,
so is it not worth it,
to even achieve this state, after knowing these consequences?
cause too often in life,
I, people, don't ever find it again,
and when you know what you can't have,
life doesn't get any better than miserable.
