As he gave me a soft kiss
I realized that I was never further apart
From what I really wanted, how could i miss
What was truly in my heart
It wasn't the guy
Although he was cute
He told me lie after lie
And put my true feelings on mute
But to me he didn't really even matter
My feelings for him were fake
Losing him made me no sadder
He had just helped me to forget about everything else
at stake
I don't use people, or so i say
But in a sense i did
To forget about the pain of yesterday
It was all too much, I'm just a kid
But I have so much pain for only a child
I've been through too much
Perhaps that's why as teens we become wild
Maybe that's why i still long for his touch